so 2 weeks have passed since i last blog.
so many things happen, i cant really recall too.
but, other than laziness, im really busy busy busy!!
tuitions after tuitions, projects and more projects, quizzes after quizzes........................
still got, next week 2 more.
why do i feel, year 3 is so much more shag than the previous sems.
and reading yj's post, about frustrations, i too see her point, of the chasing game.
yeah, everyone just keep running faster and faster, all i can do is try to chase their back.
Life sucks.

i wish IA period faster come, in the company that i want.
but im prepared for the worse. maybe i wun get it afterall.
much as i dont want to see tat happen, its good to not live in denial. yes.

yuanli's back from the US.
arranged for a xiaolongbao buffet with him this sat at hollandv. =D
then got quite pissed.
becuz of no reason, be nice to ask ppl out, they think youre making use of them.
make up numbers, yah right.

anw, interesting lecture i had, with a heated exchange between a year4 and the prof.
regarding the quiz, test of common senses and what not.
and then the student say "can u test more on the technical part of the course rather than the common sense"
regrettably, how the ppl nowadays are so mugger-orientated, that being clever is everything, being streetsmart is not.
i still believe, the prof did right.

and its a groupwork and project-tainted semester . Somehow i feel lonelier, without weelong around.
and kindda makes me think, i dont play a good groupmate. Sometimes my own views makes me feel im right most of the time.
and that people around me, arent very glad to work with me. I donno, maybe just being oversensitive? paranoid?
or is it slowly i see the human true traits revealing.
i donno, what happen to the innocent and naive days once had.

of course, and its the resolution spur again.
im determined, to set it up and get it moving. Gimme 2months. ill do it.
yes i can, yes i will.!
becuz, recently i see myself being so outta touch and outta shape. it's digusting.

im tired.
i get tired easily nowadays, like really really. cant open my eyes when the midnite strike.
gotta turn in, weekends faster come, recess faster come too.
i miss the sun, sand and the sea. the old me. =(
continue my chasing game in this life.