..Lamenting on life..

YeaH, may ends soon.
And after somewhat 21 years, i finally realise and saw thru my greatest weakness.
Self-Control

wOo, and christine just somewhat know my cousin. Such a small world u see.
but im not really close to him also, hahaha.

somewhat, got me all emo-ed up.zZz.....

and i weep and whine, for what ppl have and i dont
Did i nvr see the truth, for wat i have ppl dont.
live love life.


Haha...pss.somewhat a thought cross my mind.
I think earthquakes and natural disasters + unknown deaths are some ways of god's governance to control human population.

Lol..naughty boys and girls....making out too much..........

Adios.

I chaokeng for work today.

Went for dental appt and slacked the rest of the day at home.
Guess wat, its 28, payday! and tuition's pay tml. woOts.

And i saw this rare sight of a rainbow at sunset yest outside my window.


]not very visible[

Settled for sugarcane with kazuki and yihong after tkd today.
And i realise....life's so full of politics man.
Peace V.

Ahaha, this weekend sweelee got warehouse sales.
Gonna drop by with binhao to check out guitars.
I realise gibson is too expensive and too good for me, ill settle for another guitar on my wishlist.

And friday got jio-ed again for singing.
Lol....its good to have a happening life.

Oo sat is birthday celebration! too bad i have driving lessons, so ill skip the kbox.
Dinner at waraku with my bunch of 2-4s.

Sunday is a shopping trip to ikea. gona get curtains so tat i can sleep past 9am during weekends. T_T Bright light drives me mad.....of course, not forgetting to date yuanli out too, since he stays nearby.

Till thens...adios.

And i never breathed.

Had a tiring sweaty day out in the sun for work...stinks man.
And slept at 2+ yest nite....shag out.
Then ms meihui and mr KT ask me go sing, 8 at chevrons. I pulled xiang, jason and boon along.
Wasnt fun, with all the sunburnt heat and tired mind, and my throat sores.
Jason and boon continued till 1am, had to accompany them too. Haha.

And i dropped by NTU SCBE for open house today with Andrew. Attending the talks isnt my agenda, checking out girls and my future professors is.
New sch, nice building, and good location, nice prospects. Im loving it, my course.

Then i went Holland V to collect some stuffs, and back to home to finally......breathe.

Wat a tired life.

Because i cant find a cup tat holds 800ml of liquid.
I made 2 packets of milo in a bowl, added the ice. Ta-da.....
Its a soup bowl....

Of course, todays hot. Way too hot. Onjob at 5sir and koksiew called out to me. Simple things tat makes my day.
Nite lessons was tough, my blister came out at 8.30pm, from then onwards i dance like an elephant.
And now im limping around house......lucky its nt big at all.

Last sat was huifang's birthday. Quite a fun day. Loving my fwens.



Sat's wencheh's bdae, having some outing with my 2-4s.
Sat's also NTU CBE Openhouse. FOC is on 30june. Hope i make it.
And also, tat date (+-2 days) will mark the end of my labour. Hell with work, get a life man.
Which also means...no income=no $$=broke=pathetic=cannot anyhow spend=suffering.

Cold war going on. im losing though.....she's formidable.

guess my =D went up by 1% or so.

New week.

Nerve atks. learned last week.
Took a little walk to touch hell gates, when i was called for demostration.

Huifangs birthday party. With a bunch of s8s, funloving. Nvr mingle around with her fwens though. She had a holy good time being thrown into the pool and smashed with cakes.

2hour 37min 24sec phonecall with yuanli on a sunday midnite....asking me how to format com and stuffs.zz..
Today is monday, holiday. Another day to rest.

And i learned.....watever i said is never never listened
Its a sad sad week.....

Its tuesday.
I feel uber down.
Been thinking bout yesterday....makes me haiiiii........
Here i am trying to up qol, yet i get no support.
sadded.......
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i just feel like being alone.

Today is monday.
Monday blues....
work sucks.
body still recovering from sickness.
and my mom dissappoints me man. URGH.

it seems like...today is the hardest day to pass.

im haha-ing the whole day, but im crying deep inside.
for today, i wish to be alone.

I slept till 12pm this morning!

And the dinner pri sch gathering was fun.
Got to see many familiar faces, started off quite coldly but soon everyone just talk hell lots bout the good old days.
Yeah, great thing we took gathering up a new level. Now we're talking big, not only restricting to own classes but across the cohort. Of course, ppl whom i have never talked to back in those days, chatted today as if we knew each other for eons.
Good to know, ppl that have crossed ur path of life b4, have a chance to revisit this strange unfamiliar road to trace back the steps took.
Of course, many of those who couldnt make it today, its a pity. But another outing in time to come, and more catching up to be done.
New fwens found.

Pics up laters, when theyre ready. Ill be sure to keep track of their names, haha.

The legacy falls.

Finally bacterias caught me offguard.
It began with sorethroat on wed, then feverish on thurs, full blown on friday wee hours.

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WeD:
Skiving off during work. We drove the pickup to slack somewhere instead of back to camp after delivery.
Haha, and we reach the end of limchukang road, one which i often travel during my army days for exercises. Saw this jetty overlooking Johore and some Kelongs. Damn cool.
Its kampong, and we went circling the farms. Dropped by a guppy/fish breeding aquarium.


1 and only bus,bustop,terminal at this end of singapore.


The floating platforms of the jetty.


Black pepper crab, anyone?


The mated couple with kids. The male is very protective, aggressive.

What's shared is a little piece of nature that Singapore still hold.
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ThuRs:
Shopped for C.leow birthday present at JP. Damn dizzy. Only home at 8+.
Concussion state, too weak to do anything so i had to sleep. napped till 11, and couldnt fall asleep till 3am. Way torturous with all the feverish symptoms. And tossing and turning on bed for more than 3 hours...zZz.
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FrI:
So it was a 4hour sleep b4 i drag myself to work today.
And another 15hours b4 i manage to touchdown back home at 11pm, on a wonderful friday.
C.leow's birthday was kindda fun, with all his mono 10s and Ah pua and ching. Pity Eugene couldnt make it though.
Great time catching up with yongxiang on his life in uni now.
And of course, it could have been better if my body was alright. Couldnt last longer, so left at 10pm with yx home.

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Owells, now that im feeling slightly better, itll be another good sleep for the nite.

alot to be mentioned,but my mind not in the right state yet.
Till thens~

I must be seeing things....Balamurugan on Dota.....
Hes the most smelliest and low-iq storemen who loves to tag me around in opfor. Nobody loves him anyways.

I cant believe i pulled thru.
Tried to cover the topic on sexual reproduction to my sec2 kid, consciously trying not to pollute his mind, and avoiding the use of improper words.
Tough time thinking of descriptive words.....to explain to him wat its all about....
And yeah, glad i did left out the F word totally.

NTU sent me my course letter already.
Isnt the Chem eng. double degree, but Biomed sci double degree....not course i want....ZZz
And im still waiting to hear from CNYang Scholarship.....and Nanyang scholarship.
Dun make me get neither, ill emo....T..T

Dead tired...
A trip from the west to east can kill.
And the bithday party was....as per usual..outcasting.
Met lawrence, james, and daryl there too. Haha all the guy fwens.Zzz




Our birthday boy, having balloons with his pics all over...=\

Haha, i have serious dark eye rings. I think life is tiring. LoL.
Needa exercise too, im getting frail and somewhat....vulnerable.
Life....haha.

haha how cool is this man. Caught it with my wpn peeps.
A superhero show worth clapping for. Find it rather nice.
I wish i owned that Jericho missile. So damn coOl.
And i wished i had computers so hightech like those in his house. Haha bloody futuristic.

Had a mini birthday cake for ah lee.
And manage to take the last bus train home with JJ. Haha.

Owells, its another tiring day, rushing down to vivo after work and sort...im all worn out now.
Guess things have to wait till tml.

Till then.

*[ J ][ ú ][ L ][ i ][ Ñ ]* *让我好好想祥你* says:
Morning SweetieLove Sunshine!

Time : 8.03am (2 May 2008)

Its the every little things in life that makes up my day. Haha.
Loving it,thanks joey.
Without you, work would be so boring everyday, no one on msn to disturb.
I wanna be Mr Sunshine!!! 阳光男孩！

lol..slacking at work now. Its 3.19pm, and i wish 5pm would come faster.

How do i feel now?
Like a mould on a bread, left by the side of the window on a sunny day.
URgH,get it? no i guess u dun.
I love outdoors...yet i cant do sports for these few weeks! GRr...

Oh yeahs,and i dint complain bout Jurong point yesterday.
Thanks to labour day, JP suddenly became flooded with dark clouds. (if u get wat i mean) OH man....i wish i had a bomb then. KabOOM!

Till thens....

Secondhand Serenade - fall for you
another whiney song. I guess i have a tendency for them. Its nice on guitar.

Bored out.sunny day cant go swim/sports. grr..
only thing that dragged me out of house is tuition.
met with christine for dinner at JP.



Cant figure out what this is?



Now u know.....
"ouch.my nose."
Stop pet abuse....lol.

Yeah, dropped by grocery shopping.
1tub of yoghurt
strawberries
grapes
Food for thoughts, fruity yoghurt.

And dear dennis got hurt by passing comments. I hope hes alright.
So its back to work tml. Looking forward to evening, Ironman with dear wpn plt ppl.


And life's so messy i dint know whre to start. So i started by packing my room first.
Haha, mental mess laters. My table is next on the list.....

Weathers a torture lately.

Went for my medical checkup with frank today,and met eugene from bmt.
"can the last man hear me?"
lol. Peggys should get the joke.

Took bloody damn long, just to complete wat takes less than 20min test. And so..my entire afternoon was spent like tat.
And i restring my guitar , wootS. music to the ears.
Thanks leon.



Omgsh, i put on weight, 3kg. Since last measured b4 ord. Time to learn to do weight management too. loL.
TkD's especially quiet today, exam period, and dunno why all the blacks nvr come today, except me and jiewei.
Sweat it all out,feels awesome. Then...awful. Lol.

Haven really clear up much of my mess in life yet. haHA. Tml's a good time to start, its Labour day.

Till thens.